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| new el gay |
[21 Sep 2008|11:55pm] |
hey guise...i got a new lj
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hinthial
it means ghost/shade in etruscan!
NEAT
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| sick? |
[17 Sep 2008|10:50am] |
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i am quite convinced that i am getting sick. what started out as tickle in my throat has now turned into swollen glands and has made swallowing a painful task. i woke up with an upset stomach and those pre-fever aches. my entire feels warm but i am absolutely freezing at the moment.
on top of that, stalker girl from last semester tries to strike up a conversation with me...ughhh! basically it is a cover and eventually pops the question, "can i borrow your notes?" NO BITCH. but i didn't say that because i am incapable of saying "no". i made up some excuse explaining that i needed them for a study group later. then she proceeded to follow me to my next class. buh.
i am at school right now and i am waiting for my second class to begin...the fundementals of archaeology...aka the most boring class ever. i don't get to go home until 5.
boy oh boy it is going to be a long day.
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| am i an asshole? |
[27 May 2008|04:23pm] |
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i just realized that i absolutely despise my family. like i really cannot stand them. especially my mother.
moving back to tampa for the summer was quite possibly the worst decision ever. i don't plan on ever coming back.
i wish tippy could live with me in tallahassee...and other people too that really need to gtfo of this hell hole.
C'MON FOLKS GET YR SHIT TOGETHER!
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[16 May 2008|04:49pm] |
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back in tampa.
it is super depressing.
i just want a little more from you, but i can't find a way to ask you. i need to grow balls.
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| HEY ORLANDO |
[29 Apr 2008|12:56pm] |
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i'm coming up today for the show tonight.
this time people better fucking hang out.
and lets eat at ethos!
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[10 Apr 2008|02:38am] |
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tallahassee is weird. nobody hugs here.
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[07 Apr 2008|10:44am] |
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my grandpa died.
the other night there was an alligator in my dream. i looked it up and it represented a death in the family.
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[31 Mar 2008|12:29pm] |
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i have hit an all time low. i have never felt this lost or hopeless in my entire life. i haven't stopped crying since last night and my stomach is eating away at my insides and i feel like i've been on the verge of puking for the past 15 hours. i wish i didn't have emotions, they're burdeunsome and complicate everything. fuck.
adding to my horrible bout of depression is the fact that i have 3 papers i have to write this week and i cannot concentrate on them at all.
i just want my cat
okay, now i am going to watch all dogs go to heaven...
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[25 Mar 2008|08:42pm] |
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MEGAN MURPHY IS GOING TO ITALY!
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[25 Mar 2008|08:52am] |
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i can't wait for this semester to be over. one more month...and then hopefully italy. i need to get out of the states, you have no idea.
everything has gotten stagnant yet i feel a change coming on that i wouldn't consider a positive one. i've also felt it effecting my connections with people too. maybe its because im far away and psyching myself out. hnnnggg!!! i can't put my finger on it and don't know what to do about my problem. maybe i just need to start working out again. release endorphines.
i am so fucking lazy right now...i don't even want to go to my cello lesson today (which is only 30 minutes, mind you). i understand that school is my job, but i am so burnt out right now. i have three eight page papers to write this week and they have to be written in AJA format, which i have never done in my entire life. and i have a quiz and a test. i can't focus or concentrate on my studying or school work. i can barely sit and practice my cello because im so antsy. yet i don't want to do anything but sit. WHAT IS YOUR DEAL MEGAN MURPHY? i think having someone to talk to would help but i would feel like i was "bringing them down" with me. and i only have one friend who is even busier than i am! but seriously, i have never felt more alone in my entire life. i usually had tippy to keep me company, but he lives in tampa now. le sigh.
i really do think i need a change in scenery. i guess that will happen in a month or so. back to tampa. then grand canyon, then italy! hopefully!
i miss a lot of people.
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[28 Feb 2008|02:14pm] |
ok i'll do it too:
1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what band reminds me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you what FOOD you remind me of.
4. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal.
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[04 Feb 2008|10:30am] |
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christ, i am sooo tired. i lost my phone. then i found it...then i lost it again. so no phone. yesss.
went to tampa this weekend for the rwake, high on fire show. holy god. amazing. the singer from rwake was really fucked up though. i think he drank a whole bottle of cough syrup. nice. i didn't like saviours or a life once lost (yet the guitarist with the flying v guitar looked like toki wartooth!!!) saw katie and brain...AND DREW. who apparently goes to fsu now as well. and whos dating this awesome girl in my greek class. fuck yes. friends.
this week is going to suck though. 3 major tests and a paper to write. and ive gotten no sleep. so this wekk...yeah. ugh.
i hate the fact that is post is predominantly written with sentence fragments.
i need a nap.
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[28 Jan 2008|02:08pm] |
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oh. man. so. tired...
today feels like the first day of classes again. i don't want to be here right now, i need to be sleeping. the newness/excitement of school has long wore off. i think ive become stuck in a routine now. its better than the one i had before, but routines still suck.
so this weekend. oh man this weekend. went to this bar thing.
megan's new like interest was there...he brought friends. army friends. goodgod.
so the night consisted of me drinking about 2 bottles of wine, a martini, and cracking jokes about crew cuts.
the guys thought i was an asshole. so you would think i wouldve been left alone? no.
doesnt stop them from trying to score.
I NEED A NAP
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[26 Jan 2008|01:19pm] |
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holy lord. i have never had cramps this bad before. i took some medicine but it didn't help much. gawd. i'm going to spin and pilates later, i hope i don't feel shitty:/
i'm going home next weekend. i miss my baby boi. my brother says all he does is sleep in my room. i think he's really lonely since scamper died, plus nobody pays attention to tippy, they like that stupid dog better. why? i do not know, playing with brick is more fun than even looking at that dog.
i went to a free concert last night...featured performances from caplet (bad, ravel, and martinu. it was pretty good...the cellist had the most BEAUTIFUL cello ive ever seen.
classes, workout, study, sleep. repeat. i've become incredibly boring.
hooray life.
i will say this: i'm inclined to to creative things. like write and draw. this is good!
sometimes i wish i lived in a fairy tale.
that's it.
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| yeesh. |
[11 Jan 2008|06:14pm] |
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tallahassee is definalty a change of scenery. i like it. but im oh so lonely.
despite the fact that my roommates are super awesome, they're the only people i know here. i miss a lot of people from orlando and i wish that they could be up here with me. i am so proud of three in particular. liz, chelsea, and brittany. you go girls. getting out of orlando is tough, and im glad you put your minds to it and are finally acting upon your goals. to everyone else with the same ambition: good luck.
i really do miss a certain someone form tampa. a lot a lot. he treated me with respect (something that i'm not used to) and i had a lot of fun with him. he made me want to go out and do things that i normally wouldn't do, and on top of that, i felt like i didn't have to hold anything back when we hung out. plus, i dream about him like every night. no one has ever made an apperance in my dreams more than about, oh 2 or 3 times...but for the past week, he has been a force to be reckoned with in my dreams. weird. WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
however, the timing couldn't be worse. romance blossemed for the 3 short weeks i was in tampa, then i had to leave for school. i told myself that i wouldn't get attacted...whoopsises.
sometimes i wish i was a little kid again. life would be much less complicated. i would only have to worry about skinned knees which are much easier to fix than broken hearts or broken spirits. i finished the first week of classes and its been the longest week of my life. i already feel burnt out because all of my time is concentrated on my studies. i haven't made any friends either. but i do want to pick up the viola again; or maybe the cello so i'll at least have an outlet to release all my stress and anxieties.
school is a lot of work, so that keeps me occupied. but i still catch myself reminiscing of the old days. in orlando, in tampa, high school, middle school, elementry school. its weird. i'm realizing that i'm growing up and it is happening really fast. who knows where i'll be in 2 years when i'm finished at FSU. Brown? UNC? ITALY!? there are exponetial possibilities...i just wish i had an inkling as to where i'll be. what i'll be like. i've grown so much in the past couple of months, who knows what the spring has in store for me. don't get me wrong, i love spontenaity, but i'm like blind, here. i have no idea about anything. i guess this is what a major transition feels like for someone that is not used to embracing drastic changes.
i know i want to be a world renouned, globe trotting archaeologist...for sure.
curses uopn you, uncerainty!
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| WHOA! |
[25 Dec 2007|10:25pm] |
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so my undergraduate advisor at FSU wrote the introduction to the copy of herodotus' the histories that i got for christmas.
FUCKING AWESOME!
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[23 Dec 2007|02:22am] |
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phase one of dungeons and dragons half sleeve complete!
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| on the brink of a new personal epoch |
[17 Dec 2007|12:37pm] |
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i live in tampa now.
then tallahassee jan. 1st.
i'll miss everyone in orlando. i met some really cool people there and i hope we will stay in touch. of course, i'll be back an forth for tampa and orlando quite frequently so there will definately be some hang out session here and there.
i'll be in orlando on saturday for my tattoo, if anyone wants to comeand hold my hand! but its going to take atleast 4 hours.
i love you all!
megan murphy!
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| hey... |
[01 Nov 2007|09:32pm] |
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someone should go to drunken monkey with me tomorrow night for game night...
i challenge you to a duel! in chess!
please!?
call meeee!
ps- i get to go to the opera for freee!
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| HALLOWEEN 2007 |
[30 Oct 2007|12:24am] |
TUESDAY OCTOBER 30, 2007
It's only the best fun you'll have all year.
We’re serious about this
Apple bobbing costume dance party extravaganza
8:00 for Potluck
9ish for partying your socks off
Wear a costume, bring some friends
Hunch horror punch involved, but bring some beers if you desire them
2139 Carlton Dr
ORLANDO* FLA
Your friendly neighborhood Bananarchy Zoo,
VICADAMERICRYAN
!!!
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